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Nick Thomas  

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  • Romantic Writer
  • Male/United States
  • Offline for 42w 5d 21h 57m 52s
  • Deviant since Mar 27, 2005, 2:11 PM
  • 15 Deviations
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Never again

Verse 1:  You used to look at me with love,  A warm embrace in its place I took it for its worth.  A brush of your lips against my own,  told me that your heart, it only belonged to me.   
Pre-Chorus 1:  But lookin' back now, i see you standing there,  I said it's over now,  
you said you didn't care   
Chorus:  So get out  of my life  don't want to see your face again.  won't hold on  to the thought  that we'll ever love again.  You lifted  Me so high,  then threw me to the ground.  So get out  of my life  and move so we won't b

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But through a glass...I can look at the sky all day and never tire,  same with the ocean waves.  But looking at myself, in any way shape or form,  had always been impossible.  I look through a glass darkly tonight,  
to find answers, to find peace,  and to find life.   
The first thing I see in this mirror,  looking back on the past of my life,  is the one I murdered.  Blood not shed by my own hands,  
but shed by my own will.   
Tears fall as I see this image.  "Oh spirit, no more"  but more is come.  
 
The next thing I see in my mirror,  
is the one who's fallen. &nbs But through a glass...
in Open on 4/12/06
It's now been said~What I couldn't say has now been said.~   
Just six months ago, I walked along the golden sand,  watching the fire-orange sun set, I wished I held your hand.  but the words to say what I truly felt  fled from cold feeble mind,  and I left alone on the darkest night  not knowing that I would find... Love   
It was only three months ago, I walked into my home  I was back in town, to stay awhile, never more to rome.  We talked awhile to share our hearts  I couldn't tell if it was love,  but I knew somewhere in the back of my mind  that there was something special about your h It's now been said
in Fixed on 12/27/05
From all the hurtingAs she walks down the street, her neighbour calls out  "Come join me. Come into my humble aboad.  Sit at my table and eat from my hand."  As she joins this neighbour she's trusted so long,  she dosn't forsee the future payment;the loss of innocence for a morsel of bread.   
Another state away, a similer case ensues.  A girl sits at home with her fathers trusted friend,  alone they sit in the room.  When all at once the devil flies out, and again true pain is felt  by a girl so young,  so innocent and pure,  oh the hell felt, the burn of the sun of angry power.   
A father a From all the hurting
in Open on 12/26/05
The boy and the AngelThere once was a boy  who could look in the mirror,  and not see his reflection.  At the flick of a light, there'd be no shadow.  Lost and alone,  the wave of hoplessness consumed him.   
Traveling the unpaved road alone  with no one by his side,  the boy, though he seemed so far from home,  had a heart inside him all along,  though not is own.   
He stumbles and falls,  hes curses the ground,  this damn earth he's wandered since birth  And giving all way  he falls to his face,  but a hand,  a soft and gentle had,  reaches to pick him up.   The boy and the Angel
in Open on 12/24/05
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"ADVICE"Hold on to your heart,  Don’t let go,  Some people these days  
Don’t always know.   
They wear it on their clothes,  Or throw it away,  To some ungrateful being,  That you know will never stay.   
But if you’re lucky,  You might see,  Who is fake,  And who is meant to be.   
Hold on to their heart,  As you live to strive,  But remember this quote,  And make love alive.   
“Love is like a butterfly,  
Hold it too tight it’ll die,  Hold it too loose it’ll fly.” –unknown source "ADVICE"
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Hating To LiveI live to hate  In this cruel world  People give me pain.  On which I take  
Pleasure.  Although this pleasure  Is far too great!  It's my form of  Hating to live.  For pleasure of pain,  But I also hate that  I like to watch myself bleed.  Anice, sharp razor  Is just what I need  Just to feel  The pain  I like to  
Feel as I  See the blood  Trickle in little  Bubbles of  
Hatred in  Which I live  I can't understand  Why,  Hating to live  Is all of me!! Hating To Live
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Change in plans

Journal Entry: Sat Apr 8, 2006, 9:23 PM
Well, i'm home for now. I've made a difficult decision. I've decided to move from astoria to galveston texas. Astoria's a dump, but my friends are hear. *sigh*. Oh well.
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Devious Information

  • Current Age: 17
  • Current Residence: Astoria, Oregon
  • Interests: Paintballing, Hangin with friends
  • Favourite movie: Pirates of the Carribean (I can't spell)
  • Favourite band or musician: Less than Jake and Sum 41
  • Favourite genre of music: Punk/Alternative/Ska
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • Favourite game: Burnout 3
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Calvin from Calvin and Hobbes
  • Personal Quote: To dwell in the past is to die in the present
  • Tools of the Trade: Pen, Paper, and an experiance to write about

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~risingphoenix535:iconrisingphoenix535: Apr 12, 2006, 9:52:56 AM
Your not the only one who's still dealing with shit from the past. Everyday I have to tell myself that to dwell in the psat is to dwell in the present. If I don't then I may try to hurt myself again. We gotta move on 'drea. It's the only chance either of use have to be happy again.

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"To dwell in the past is to die in the present."
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~fruitloopsindrea:iconfruitloopsindrea: Apr 11, 2006, 9:54:57 PM
I KEEP LOOKING BACK.
God. Fucking. Damnit.

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Trust me, I'm a doctor.
~AndreaOWNS:iconAndreaOWNS: Dec 25, 2005, 10:18:43 PM
Thanks for the fave :heart:

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I am not normal people
There is a STAR
In your presence.
~fruitloopsindrea:iconfruitloopsindrea: Dec 25, 2005, 12:44:11 PM
I think it's weird. I should never have seen any of this. Just minutes bedore, I logged on and deleted hundreds of deviations without even looking at them. Then you posted your's. I guess fate wants to grant us complete closure.
I'm so horrible at goobyes, Aren't I?
Cheer up dear. You have so much. Gah. I almost want to delete this and leave it alone.
But we both know me better than that, don't we? I cried myself to sleep last night.
Broke my heart for christmas, thanks. But I think this is my most important gift of all - the abliity to move on. Thank you. Merry Christmas, dear, sweet Nick.

Ta.

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Trust me, I'm a doctor.
~risingphoenix535:iconrisingphoenix535: Dec 25, 2005, 10:25:35 AM
*Sigh* the only way I stay alive is to remember to not live in the past. I won't ever forget you, but I also can't ever see you. It brakes my heart just to think about you. Take care and stop bliming yourself. we can agree to turn around and never look back.

Goodbye.

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"To dwell in the past is to die in the present."
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~Scadee:iconScadee: Dec 25, 2005, 1:23:45 AM
Thank you for fav,dear romantic writer!:heart:
~fruitloopsindrea:iconfruitloopsindrea: Dec 24, 2005, 6:30:32 PM
I just re-read these comments. I don't know what to think. You have love now. Treasure it, and don't let this one get away, okay? Wow. I'm such a bitch. look at that. I will burn for it, I know.

You weren't the one with problems, I was. I wish I would have seen that before.

Again, Goodbye.

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Trust me, I'm a doctor.
~fruitloopsindrea:iconfruitloopsindrea: May 17, 2005, 9:37:39 AM
Shut up, stupid. You aren't going anywhere.

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Trust me, I'm a doctor.
~risingphoenix535:iconrisingphoenix535: May 16, 2005, 8:03:09 PM
I still love you after all of this, and I always will, hate me for it if you want, my feelings are the only thing you can't control. Please don't forget me when I'm gone.
~risingphoenix535:iconrisingphoenix535: May 16, 2005, 8:02:33 PM
I still love you after all of this, and I always will, hate me for it if you want, my feelings are the only thing you can't control. Please don't forget me when I'm gone.
~fruitloopsindrea:iconfruitloopsindrea: Mar 28, 2005, 11:18:05 PM
I love you. Don't ever let me forget. I have a terrible memory sometimes.
you are beautiful.

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Trust me, I'm a doctor.
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